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I couldn't even fucking finish a 21 day challenge lmao... mind ya business. 

When things get too boring or way too real. I run. As far and as fast as I can. 

 I lose interest or become actively avoidant. or both. 

 I love to write and I'm in this mental space where obligation is terrifying. So lets keep it regular shmegular degular ya feel me. 

 I love you. 
You are amazing.
You are supportive.
You are worthy.
You are light.
See you soon. 


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